Hi, Jude...
I read this sentence one more time now, and I am sorry, to go not go conform with it:
>If you speak badly of others, the negative energy that you put out into the universe, will return to you. The same is true of positive energy.<
I do not know, who created this sentence; in the first way, I would like to agree with it, but I never can.
There are coming up to many questions, and I think they will come up for you too!
I will show a little example:
Mrs. X lives with her daughter alone. This daughter has handycap to learn.
Every day Mrs. X and her daughter say hallo to their neighbours. Seems, they are still friendly. Maybe, the neighbour don´t know too much about this two..
But the neighbour never answers, ignore Mrs. X and her daughter.
In the background - we will call the neighbour Mrs. Y - Mrs. Y gossip around the neighbourhood...Maybe, in the way: what a poor woman, with THIS daugher; maybe: did you see how this woman dress her child, isn´t it terrible?, or: I can´t understand that this woman is quite taking this child (??? I´am not sure how to say it - maybe Edda can translate: Warum tut diese Frau das dem Kind an ...) why does she not bring this child into a special organization?... and so on...
In the meanwhile Mrs. X heard - from anywhere this gossip - but she goes on with her daughter are always kind... and the gossip w o r k s....
Mrs. X and her daughter didn´t make anything wrong, but people ARE like this too, more, than anybody "needs"...
And sorry, so I cannot believe in this statement, and life certainly show us, that we know how it s h o u l d be, but it also show us, that things are different.
Yes, many people try to be correct to other, they try to give love...
I gave this example, because there was a bad message in the medias just some days before (Germany), and nearly it was as I wrote in this example. (Mrs.X and daugher are dead because of suicide).
We all know such messages...
One of the reason, I am here is, because the world "outside" is more terrible I can bear; and one of the reason I am here is, because I m u s t find back to do not forget, what I am and to do not loose lane (???), and not to be what other people that I h a v e to be, I am also here, to remember, that there are not o n l y Mrs. Y`s/MR. Y´s. in this world.
In the "reality" some people have shown me, that I never can really trust again:

I just have one problem - isn´t it her reality too? because I don´t think, that this place here is just a "program"! ... and so, a little truth, lies in your words too
very thoughtful,
is.