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buttington

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Re:It is so hard without my son - 5/29/2009 5:39 PM ( #241 )
Dear Liliwings......I too have this print on my wall! I love it.
 
with Love,
Jude
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 5/29/2009 6:59 PM ( #242 )
this picture liliwings
is  . . .
in the arms of an angel
which is where we find comfort and relief
and also where we find grace.
Bless you Buba dear,
and may you feel held
in the arms of an angel
with love and with grace . . .
sparrow
everything counts...
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 5/29/2009 7:30 PM ( #243 )
my heart  grieves for you right now my dear Buba
I hope today is gentle on you I really do
like Sparrow says...
 
may you feel held
in the arms of an angel

 
Love and understanding Sandraxx
 
 
 
 
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 5/30/2009 1:55 AM ( #244 )
Jude

Dear Liliwings......I too have this print on my wall! I love it. with Love, Jude

how wonderful to know that you too have this print hanging on your wall.  I  like a lot of her work.   But that one is my favorite. Along with one from her shamanic series. 
 
Sandra, the video you made is so lovely.  So beautiful. 
And yes Sparrow the picture is .... in the arms of an angel.  Enfolded in her wings. 
 
Below is a photo for Buba.  And no, I did not take the photo.  but I looked for it just for our wonderful Buba

 
No need to spend endless hours, days, weeks searching for the rainbow.  Open your heart and your eyes to see and know you are the rainbow you seek.  Rejoyce in the beauty of the co-creation of you.
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 5/30/2009 1:07 PM ( #245 )
ni ni Buba  
you have been on my mind so much today
I hope the day has passed as  peacefullly as could  for you
lots of love and warm gentle hugs Sandraxxxx
 

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Re:It is so hard without my son - 5/31/2009 11:18 AM ( #246 )

My grandson, a couple of years ago, would sit and cry, saying "I don't want this" when things were not going his way. Right after losing Jake, I felt like just sitting down and joining him, because I didn't want this life without my precious son...and I still don't.

Dear Donna,
thank you for your kind understanding.
You have said so much
with a few words... 
I feel the same, I'd like to scream: "I don't want this"!
and I do , but inside of my heart...
     ~with love ~
     Buba,Goran's mom

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Re:It is so hard without my son - 5/31/2009 11:32 AM ( #247 )
Thank you to all my dear friends for your support,
and Sandra video is beautiful .    
 

 
               
 
                                                            ~with love to all~
                                                           Buba,Goran's mom                                                  
           
                                                                                                     
"What you leave behind is not what is engraved in stone monuments,
but what is woven into the lives of others."
Pericles
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 5/31/2009 11:35 AM ( #248 )
Dearest Buba,
It seems we are doing it again! I just checked on new posts before I logged off and you had posted another message!
 
Sending you many Blessings of Peace,
Love, Jude ♥♥
Love is the only way
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 5/31/2009 12:03 PM ( #249 )
Dearest Jude,
when I logged in and saw your name, I thought the same,
we are crossed again at the same time !
 
sending you regards and love
      Buba,Goran's mom
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 5/31/2009 2:00 PM ( #250 )
Dearest Buba,
 
I haven't written much but my thoughts have been with you all along.
And I keep you in my heart and prayers!
 
It took a while to download, but I just watched Sandra's lovely video with so many of the beautiful pictures you have contributed, especially those that remind you of Goran!
 
I wish you deep peace and comfort,
 
Much love and warm hugs,
Edda
Peace and joy!
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 5/31/2009 2:38 PM ( #251 )

I haven't written much but my thoughts have been with you all along. And I keep you in my heart and prayers!

Dearest Edda,
believe me I know that.And I am so grateful to you for everydays candles and messages in my Goran's candle group.
Sometimes words are not neccesary for understanding between real friends.
Sending you love,
Buba,Goran's mom
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 5/31/2009 3:57 PM ( #252 )
Dear Buba,
those roses are so very beautiful.  The color of love, ladybugs.  My heart is with you Dear Buba.  I am proud of you for posting.  Giving words to your silent screams and tears.  Sending love, liliwings
No need to spend endless hours, days, weeks searching for the rainbow.  Open your heart and your eyes to see and know you are the rainbow you seek.  Rejoyce in the beauty of the co-creation of you.
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 5/31/2009 5:24 PM ( #253 )
 
 
                
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 6/1/2009 8:28 AM ( #254 )
Dear, dear Buba . . .
do you feel it?
You are held . . .
I see that our Bright Spirit
has made you a beautiful video . . .
It seems that we all have tears in our eyes just now
with love
for you . . .
sparrow
everything counts...
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 6/1/2009 8:35 AM ( #255 )

It seems that we all have tears in our eyes just now

Yes dear Sparrow,
my sister was here at my place two hours ago
and watched beautiful video and cried,because
every single picture has a deep meaning to me and her,
remainding us about so many happy memories we have
together with our mom and Goran...
Thank you again to all dear friends
for holding my hand during these very hard days.
Thank you to our Bright Spirit
who made this video...
~with love to all~
Buba,Goran's mom
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 6/1/2009 2:09 PM ( #256 )
our "bright spirit" indeed !
I feel another    coming on. Buba, you are truely a beautiful spirit as well.   love, liliwings
 
No need to spend endless hours, days, weeks searching for the rainbow.  Open your heart and your eyes to see and know you are the rainbow you seek.  Rejoyce in the beauty of the co-creation of you.
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 6/2/2009 1:36 AM ( #257 )
Dearest Buba
 
you always hold us all in your daily prayers 
your endless support has helped/helps me in my dark days.... 
your humour never fails to hug my  .
 
Love to all xxxx
 
ps not sure about brightbut I am a glowing spirit as we all are.
 
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 6/14/2009 1:38 PM ( #258 )

 
I miss my son so,so much...
Do you know how badly smell can hurt your heart?
I didn't know that until it happened to me...
There are many lime-trees in my town.
They blossom at the end of May and the begining of June.
When my son passed away, on 30thMay 2006 that very strong
smell was everywhere and it memorised in my mind so deep...
Every year , when I felt smell of lime-tree blossom in the air
it hurted me so,so much. And this year , too. I feel it now while
I type this message and it hurts so badly....
Buba,Goran's mom
"What you leave behind is not what is engraved in stone monuments,
but what is woven into the lives of others."
Pericles
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 6/14/2009 3:15 PM ( #259 )
Dearest Buba,
 
I am sorry that you are feeling so much pain! Even fragrances and smells can bring up memories!
 
Lime-trees bring up childhood memories for me. My grandmother dried the blossoms for tea, and we played with the pods that fell all over the ground.
 
Wishing you peace,
Much love,
Edda
 
Peace and joy!
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Re:It is so hard without my son - 6/14/2009 3:31 PM ( #260 )
My dearest Buba
 
My heart is with you right now it really is
Children are not supposed to die before their parents
I understand how much your heart hurts I really do.
You will always mourn for  Goran in many ways
I do to for Louis to as do others for their loved ones
I feel grief is a lifelong process it really is
 
Buba I know your pain is so very raw and hard to cope with right now
but Buba I also hope and pray so much in time
your pain will ease and the happy memories of Goran  fill your heart and  
ease your pain a little
 
"memories are the precious gifts of the heart...these memories  help create a
sense of inner peace, a closeness" like never before.
 
I hope I have not hurt you by saying this Buba
it is not my intention not at all
 
I do struggle at times but Buba I also have found
a closeness to Louis like never before.
 
I know Goran was with you on earth for longer than Louis was with me so
maybe it's different I am not sure
 
I just want you to know that this horrid sharp pain
your feeling right now will ease in time
 
and the precious memories you have of Goran will fill
your heart and take away some of that pain
 
Love to you Buba always ,always Sandra xx
 
 
 
                            
 
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