I am with you my dear, and each day  I pass a billboard of a big Lady Bug with a Little Lady bug, its for the local hospital, however, as soon as I saw it, thought of You and your son and said a little prayer, i continue to do that each day i go to work.
You are always in my prayers, and I am so Thankful our paths have crossed and we have been able to share a season virtually: so connected like a Quilt that is made and stitched together with loving hands
Missing our son's together, across the pond and in another time zone,

WLAP TAG
XANADUE

The Gift of Austin
http://www.totsites.com/tot/babyaustinajr
WLAP, Austin's mommy
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so connected like a Quilt that is made and stitched together with loving hands

 
Xanadue, that is so beautiful!
 
Sending Love to you too,
Jude

Love is the only way

...each day  I pass a billboard of a big Lady Bug with a Little Lady bug.....thought of You and your son and said a little prayer...

Dearest Xanadue,
thank you so much.You are often in my thoughts and prayers.
Reading your messages in your candle group AJGR
my heart feels all your pain...
~sending you regards~
   Buba,Goran's mom

    Dear Sandra, thank you for  the STAR viewed from your window.This is the one very bright I snapped
    tonight from my window but I couldn't do it better...
 

~Stars are the forget-me-nots of our loved ones~
                                 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

~Stars are the forget-me-nots of our loved ones~

  
   
           

 
Thoughts to Austin and his MOM....
is.

If you want to know something about someone, listen to your heart.

Dear Buba . . .
I have a little pumpkin jar in my kitchen.
This morning
there was a little lady bug
sitting on the green stem at the top.
I thought of you

with love . . .
sparrow

everything counts... ♥

Thank you Sparrow,
IT WAS ME !!!!
 

Thank you Sparrow,
IT WAS ME !!!!

I thought so . . .

everything counts... ♥

  
 
                                       
Thinking of you dear Buba with love xxxxx

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Buba, I have just joined this site, & only a few minutes ago, I was crying sitting in my car, and saying the very same thing. I lost my 10 year old boy this summer of a very rare brain infection (amebic encephalitis). He went from a bright happy boy excited to start school to brain dead in 2 days. Buba, he had been 10 years old for 12 days before we lost our beautiful boy. Here, we just celebrated our fall Thanksgiving, which is a big family holiday feast, and it was unbearable. I feel that I can't breathe sometimes, as if he had just died. And it feels as if it will get so much worse as Christmas and New Year approach. Those were his favorite times. I don't know if I can bear this. I tell myself that if he could bear to die before me, then I must bear to live after him. He has a sister and brother that I still must raise. I do not know if I have that strength. I will light candles for Goran and my son, Philip, and for our mothers' hearts, that somehow we may survive. I am sorry without measure for your grief.

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you are the brightest star in Heaven tonight dear Goran...       
 
Thinking of you on your birthday
We talk of you still,
We haven't forgotten you
And we never will
~♥~
Tears instead of wishes,
Flowers instead of cards,
You left us precious memories
That will stay within our hearts
~♥~
Instead of a card
We send our love
Instead of a gift, a prayer
To the one that's thought the world of
And missed beyond compare

  
 
My Dear dear Buba thinking of you so much right now  knowing your heart is so heavy .I pray today is gentle on you and your family.
 
Love you Buba lots xxxxxx
       ~
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U5W4RjTW3zQ&feature=related
 
 
 
 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Today is my son Goran's birthday. He will turn 28.
My heart is so heavy today and the only
thought I have right now is that I wish to give him
a birthday hug , I will hug him so tight
and never let him go....
 
Please, light a birthday candle for my son Goran
Thank you.
 
Buba,Goran's mom

Thank you my dear tea-friend for your birthday cake and kind thoughts...

Dear Sandra (sgompf),
I am so sorry about your loss.I know how hard it is and I can deeply understand your pain.
I lost my son of  AVM - brain bleeding. We lost him in 4 days
After brain surgery he was brain dead too...This is link to my story about my son:
http://www.avmsupport.org.uk/experiencesform.php?experienceid=215
 
Dear Sandra(sgompf),
please do come back here again. Here are  several of us who have lost a child
and we are supporting each other.It helps , sometimes a little , sometimes a lot...

I will light candles for Goran and my son, Philip, and for our mothers' hearts

Thank you so much.

I am going to start a candle group for your son where you can light  candles for him every day,
if you wish. Here is the link: Phili or you can type Phili in [search for candle group] window....
 
~with regards to you~
   Buba,Goran's mom

I wish to give him a birthday hug , I will hug him so tight and never let him go

My dear friend Goran is hugging your heart so much right now ~.
Thinking of you Buba with love and sadness

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Dear Sandra welcome to the forum..

I lost my 10 year old boy this summer

I am so sorry for your loss my heart goes out to you.Your grief is so new and raw I am sure it feels like your heart has been ripped out.Your life will never be the same again but I hope so much in time your pain will ease.I will join Buba and light a candle for little Philip.Take care Sandra of yourself for the greatest gift you can give your living children is their Mummy.

Philip is at peace and he would not wish you to suffer  .....

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

I tell myself that if he could bear to die before me, then I must bear to live after him.

 
Dear Sandra (Gompf)
I welcome you to the forum and to the Love of others who will help to hold you up.
I am so very sorry for the loss of your precious son, and yes, of course the pain is unbearable. I am thankful I have never lost a child, but my daughter did, and just like you she, at first, wanted to join that child.
Sandra, it's very early days for you. Give yourself little treats.....mother yourself. This is so important for all of us.
Do come back and share with us what is in your heart, if you would like to. We are here to listen.
 
Sending Blessings and Hugs to you. I will light a candle in the 'All' group. Please let us know if you have a candle group of your own.
 
With Love,
Jude

Love is the only way

Dearest Buba,
Thinking of you and your family at this time. Birthdays continue in Heaven I am sure.
I will light candles.
 
With much Love and Hugs,
Jude

Love is the only way