Thank you dear Diane ! I wish you the same!
I am very gratefull that I have found this site.Two years ago I couldn't even imagine that I will smile or feel any kind of joy,again.Meeting many wonderful people here, helped me a lot to go step by step through the painful road called grief.
I think I have crossed a long,long way and there are so many hard steps still before me...
I hope my son Goran will forgive me and understand, that I smile again , here,meeting my forum friends.
For a long time I did not want to smile or even to live without him,and when sometimes I smiled or felt alive again, I felt SO MUCH guilty for that!I thought that he is looking at me and asks me: "Mom,how could you live and smile without me?"
All wonderful friends ,I have met here,helped me through the time and with wise words,to understand my own feelings,and to begin to heal and continue to live,step by step,day by day,month by month...
To everyone of you I am so grateful for that with all my heart

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~with regards~
Buba,Goran's mom