Dear Xanadue,
 
My prayer's are with you always....
May God shed some light on all that you wonder about in all of this...divine answers for you, I pray.
Remember our past can be brought up and do remember you have come along way since then...
May God lift you up and clear you to be what it is truly necessary for you to do and be. 
Prayer's for your mom's healing and your sons safety and protection and strength.
May God rain down blessings and remind you that even now your life is rich and full of blessed peace, love and joy for you everywhere...anytime. 
 
Love you....
Peace, Lover and Joy,
Diane

Grateful to be here!
What a gift and connection builder!
Love and Gratitude,
Love who You Are

Dear Xanadu,
 
My heart goes out to you as you face your many challenges, and try to make sense of everything that has happened and broken your heart.
 
I pray for healing and comfort for you,
 
Much love,
Edda

Peace and joy!

Dear Xanadue,

I also pray for healing and comfort for you. A candle will be burning...

With Love,
Juliana

"Speak Peace in a World of Conflict" (M.B.Rosenberg)

Thinking of you dear Xanadue and little Austin too
with love  ~   

 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?gl=GB&hl=en-GB&v=IpaBQPspLXg

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Dearest Xanadue & Family.
 
thinking of you all today as Little Austin celebrates his 3rd Heavenly birthday...
 
May your happy memories be of comfort..
 
God grant you all the strength to get through this terribly difficult day.
Love and comfort hugs ((♥♥))
 

  
  
 
  
 
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate my birthday (way up here)
I know you’re missing me today I feel your essence near.

God planned a special day for me he told me with a
wink he’d ordered me a special cake (It’s Angel food, I think)

I’m getting lots of hugs from God he’s really good at
that and every time that I walk by he gives my head a pat


Balloons will fill the streets for me
They float up through the clouds
and we have lots of clowns up here that make us laugh out loud

There is a birthday carousel
Jeweled horses ride the wind
With music playing oh so sweet…
The magic never ends

I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing
We ride our bikes and play jump rope and sleep in Angel’s wings

We’ll have our cake and ice cream and open gifts, surprise!
But we don’t blow out our candles here Instead, they light the skies


 
 
Happy Birthday Little Austin
xoxooxxoxooxoxxxoxxxx
 
 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Dear Xanadue,
 
Lighting a candle here for you and your family.
 

 
 

Love is the only way

Dearest Xanadue,
you and your family are
in my thoughts and prayers,
especially today ....
 


   ~ with love ~
Buba,Goran's mom

Dear Xanadue,
 
A birthday candle is burning for little Austin!
 
Thinking of you today in a special way,
 
Much love,
Edda

Peace and joy!

May your little Blue Eyed Angel find ways to share with you his very special birthday in Heaven.

Hugs and prayers,
Betty

I am thinking of you especially today,
dear Xanadue . . .
a candle is lit for you
and for your little Austin
with much love . . .
sparrow

everything counts... ♥

 
Dear Xanadue,
 
I´m thinking of you and my heart goes out... for you...
Maybe you heard this song before, it helps sometimes to hope and dream like this thought, that loved children be in the arms...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jVbkz_3lO3c&feature=fvw
much love,
is.
 
 

If you want to know something about someone, listen to your heart.

  Wow,  Like when the light starts to break and the Sun starts to peak through, ALl of you ladies gave some light on the path of not yet traveled.  Many have said with time?  I am not feeling how this gets manageable. 
WIth arthritis there is some medicines that can dull the pain and help your joints to move better, Yes there is lots of medicine for this too I suppose, and just like the arthritis- it is still there.

SO TO EACH that posted Austin Birthday wishes, Poems, Songs, Candles, Guestbook entries, Lovely Pictures, Prayers and encouragement, I  TRULY THANK YOU AND SO APPRECIATE your endless, tireless giving.

As Always a Song    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyy7K0e__x4 

With Love and Prayers for each of You Always,
Austin's Mommy

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH

The Gift of Austin
http://www.totsites.com/tot/babyaustinajr
WLAP, Austin's mommy
http://www.musicalcreations.biz/samples.html

 
Wth Love,
Jude

Love is the only way

Dearest Xanadue,
 

I am not feeling how this gets manageable.

 
I hope in time your pain does become  more managable and that your  happy memories of  little Austin will replace the heartaches..
 
Thinking of you with love and understanding...
 

 
 
 
 
 
 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

You are always in my thoughts and prayers,
dear Xanadue,
as is little Austin
with love . . .
sparrow

everything counts... ♥

Dearest Xanadue,
you are in my thoughts often.... 
  
            
 
~sending you love and regards~
         Buba,Goran's mom
 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Oh Sandra....how sweet is that!
 
Jude

Love is the only way

A beautiful Poem:
I hear the Bells on Christmas Day

I hear the bells on Christmas Day
the carolers sing, the children play
People merrily walk about
The shoppers scurry and merchants shout.

Here am I isolated from it all
My heart is broken, to my knees I fall
The Christmas Joy I once held dear
Was stolen away and replaced by tears

My heart pounds inside me, my anguish like fear
Why oh why can’t my baby be here?
I’d give everything because nothing means more
But my plea goes unanswered as I fall to the floor

Then I hear you whisper Lord, and I know you’re near
There will be Joy and there will be Cheer
You’ll bring us together – t’was always your plan
We’ll again hold each other tightly and there will be no end

So here on your Birthday, my prayer it will be
Remind me my Austin again I will see
And let me share in the Joy your birthday brings
and smile when I hear the children as they laugh and sing~

In loving memory of Austin Jacob Grant Roth
11-02-2006 – 07-29-2008
JRS

If you are missin someone, please know that you will see your loved one again, and while it hurts or stings right now, for this is just a season, and there will be all of eternity to share, SO May God Bless us all, each and everyone.

The Gift of Austin
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WLAP, Austin's mommy
http://www.musicalcreations.biz/samples.html

Dear Xanadue,
 
Thank you so much for your kind and sensitive poem!
And yes, the consolation is, to believe, that we will meet our loved...
 
 

If you want to know something about someone, listen to your heart.

The pain never completely goes away,
does it?
I can pray though,
that it be transformed
into something beautiful . . .
   ♥

everything counts... ♥

Why oh why can’t my baby be here?

 
   
                 
 
~sending you love and regards~
         Buba,Goran's mom

Dear Xanadue.
 
Thank you for your poem expressing anguish and hope!
We will all be reunited with those we love!
 
Wishing you peace,
Much love, 
Edda

Peace and joy!

We will all be reunited with those we love

I have to believe this otherwise life would be far too painful if I thought otherwise..
 
Love to all    
 
 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Little Angels

When God calls little children to dwell with Him above,
We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares with the death of one small child,
Who does so much to make our world, seem wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold.
So He picks a rosebud, before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them, and so He takes but few.
To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.
Believing ths is difficult, still somehow we must try.
The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye".
So when a little child departs, we who are left behind,
Must realize God loves children, and
Angels are hard to find.
Author Unknown
 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Christmas Makes Me Cry-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=if_PB-KYPNo

I think of loved ones who've passed away
And I pray they're resting in a better place
I think of memories of years gone by
And sometimes Christmas makes me cry

I think of soldiers across the sea
Sometimes I wonder why it's them instead of me
But for my freedom they give their lives
And sometimes Christmas makes me cry

Tears of faithfulness, tears of hope
I cry tears of joy at Christmas because i know
There is peace on earth for every heart to find
And sometimes Christmas makes me cry

I think of family, I think of home
And say a prayer for those who spend time alone
Cause love can reach out into a silent night
And that's why Christmas makes me cyr

Tears of faithfulness, tears of hope
I cry tears of joy at Christmas because i know
There is peace on earth for every heart to find
And sometimes Christmas makes me cry

I think of Mary and the virgin birth
And I'm amazed by how much God thinks we are worth
That He would send His only Son to die
And sometimes Christmas makes me cry

Tears of faithfulness, tears of hope
I cry tears of joy at Christmas because i know
There is peace on earth for every heart to find
And sometimes Christmas makes me cry
Oh sometimes Christmas makes me cry
Christmas makes me cry
Christmas makes me cry

One day, Someday, Until that day--

The Gift of Austin
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WLAP, Austin's mommy
http://www.musicalcreations.biz/samples.html

One day, Someday, Until that day--

 

 
~ thinking of you dear Xanadue~ 
         Buba,Goran's mom

Dearest Xanadue

I cry tears of joy at Christmas because i know There is peace on earth for every heart to find

This is so true there is peace for all if we allow ourselves to be 'open to it'...
 
 
Like Sparrow said 'I pray  that your/our pain be transformed into something beautiful'.
 
I really hope and pray  this year will bring you peace as no child wants to see their Mummy suffer.. no child.
 
 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Have you ever lost a Loved one, who you thought should still be here, click on the following
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Thank You for the candles: Hoping all of you are doing well.

The Gift of Austin
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WLAP, Austin's mommy
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Dear Xanadue,
thank you for the link.
You are often in my thoughts...
Glad to see you here.
I am with you in my thoughts
whenever I read your messages to your
precious son in his candle group,
with tears and understanding
 
 
Love and hugs all over the ocean to you
   from   Buba,Goran's mom 

I thought of posting this to share as the message of the little boy is in the purest simplest way, with more and more having to face doctor results, many already go back and forth to the hospital, what a freshness this message brings.
I don't think i will ever forget how the one Doctor for Austin would come in and say what he will do- just so matter of factly, just what he knew from previous cases, just statistically speaking, without even a preface to it: like I know this will be hard to hear, or we are trying to do everything we can... some sort of empathy and compassion, some understanding would change perception. SO  my prayer is if you are having to face a doctor visit, or learn of a surgery that you will remember this little boys words:


The Heart


"Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began,
"I'll open up your heart..."


"You'll find Jesus there," the boy
interrupted.


the surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll
cut your heart open," he continued,
to see how much damage has been
done..."


"but when you open up my heart, you'll
find Jesus in there," said the boy.


The surgeon looked to the parents, who
Sat quietly. "When I see how much
damage has been done, I'll sew your
heart and chest back up, and I'll plan
what to do next."


"But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The
Bible says He lives there. The
hymns all say He lives there. You'll
find Him in my heart."

The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell
you what I'll find in your heart.
I'll find damaged muscle, low blood
supply, and weakened vessels.
And I'll find out if I can make you well."

"You'll find Jesus there too. He lives
there."

The surgeon left.

The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery,
"...damaged aorta, damaged pulmonary vein, widespread muscle
degeneration.
No hope for transplant, no hope for cure. Therapy:
painkillers and bed rest. Prognosis:
here he paused, "death within one year."


He stopped the recorder, but there was
more to be said. "Why?" he asked aloud.
"Why did You do this? You've put
him here; You've put him in this pain; and You've cursed him to an
early death. Why?"

The Lord answered and said, "The boy,
my lamb, was not meant for your
flock for long, for he is a part of My
flock, and will forever be.
Here, in My flock, he will feel no pain, and will be comforted as you
cannot imagine.

His parents will one day join him here,
and they will know peace, and
My flock will continue to grow.."

The surgeon's tears were hot, but his
anger was hotter. "You created that
boy, and You created that heart. He'll
be dead in months. Why?"

The Lord answered, "The boy, My lamb,
shall return to My flock, for He has
done his duty: I did not put My lamb
with your flock to lose him, but to retrieve another lost lamb."
The surgeon wept... 
The surgeon sat
beside the boy's bed; the boy's
parents sat across from him.. The boy awoke and whispered, "Did you cut
open
my heart?"

"Yes," said the surgeon.
"What did you find?" asked the boy.

"I found Jesus there," said the
surgeon.

Author Unknown - Celebrate Jesus
 He is my source of existence and
Savior.. He keeps me functioning each
and everyday. Without Him, I will be
nothing. Without him, I am nothing,
but with Him I can do all things through
Christ that strengthens me."
(Phil 4:13)

The Gift of Austin
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WLAP, Austin's mommy
http://www.musicalcreations.biz/samples.html

http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/message.cfm?l=eng&cid=10289145
       
a little glow to anyone out there in the dark....
           twinkle twinkle little star,
         how I wonder what you are,
          up above the sky so high,
          like a diamond in the sky....
— Austin's mommy from United States
                       *  *  *
 
Dearest Xanadue,
I just read this yours message in Austin's candle group ajgr
and want to tell you that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
    
twinkle twinkle little star 
 
    ~with love~
Buba,Goran's mom
 
 

A Poem written by Austin's sister
BALLAD TO AUSTIN

If he had lived he would be here with me.
He had blue eyes that shined like the sea.
He had a bright smile that shined like a star.

If he had lived I would not have cried and cried.
Austin why did you leave me here alone.
Austin I miss your hugs & smiles.

If he had lived I would  not have to look at your coma pictures and cry.
I would always hear you say aaaaeeee and moo.

If he had lived he still would wave hi & bye.
We would always play ring around-a-rosie and we would always sing
Blues Clues to you!

Written by your loving sister
In Loving Memory  of Austin
11/02/06- 07/29/08

The Gift of Austin
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WLAP, Austin's mommy
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Thank You so so much bm,  that was beautiful, the link worked and i think i have pjs like the girl, although my clock always reads the opposite time of the clock in the scene, more like quarter to three for me when i manage to lye down.
It was a perfect response to my little glow-candle and i appreciate you sending to me.  No matter the distance or the time difference, i keep you in my prayers each day,  May he shower you with Blessings and keep you strong and positive through out the days, one day at a time.
When our journey comes to a closing may our plight take flight
and behold a Heavenly sight
WLAP Always my dear Angel across the pond ☻♥

The Gift of Austin
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WLAP, Austin's mommy
http://www.musicalcreations.biz/samples.html

What a sweet and lovely poem,
dear Xanadue . . .
it is so clear to me
that mothers are not the only ones to suffer.
 
Sometimes
we become so absorbed in our own pain
that we neglect to notice the feelings of others.
 
I pray always
for healing
with love . . .
sparrow

everything counts... ♥

Hello Dear Xanadue it's lovely to see you here again.What a heartfelt  poem .I can feel the pain in your little girls words so much.I pray you are all getting the help and support you need right now.My love and prayers are with you always .
 
Take good care Xanadue of yourself xxxx
 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

 
 
Thinking of you...
love,is.
 
 
 

 
 
 

If you want to know something about someone, listen to your heart.