Dearest Tariki.
 
Thank you for sharing with us what has been happening to you! I am so very sorry that the news is not better!
I can well imagine that the doctor's words made you angry. Anger is a good starting point to get your fighting spirit going, and it seems it has done its work! Your positive attitude is so very important and helpful! I am sure your doctor would be happy to be proven wrong! Do I detect a subtle sense of humor in your remarks about hair loss? Wouldn't it be nice though if it was more selective?
 
Please, let us know how you are doing. You can feel safe here to share your feelings whatever they are. We are rooting for you!
 
I am with you in my prayers and will keep a candle burning for you!
 
Much love and warm hugs,
Edda

Peace and joy!

Dear Tariki,
 
I like Betty am very sorry that your news is not better.
 
Tariki you are right you proved them wrong once and you WILL do it a second time I am sure.
 
I did smile when at your funny sense of humour this and prayes will get you through this ,it will.
 
Take care ,thinking of you,Sandraxxxx

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Dear Tariki,
I am so happy to hear your anger. Use it to fight the cancer.
 
Prove the doctors wrong........they should never say 'how long' Some people obey their doctor's every word!
 
I love your attitude to your wigs.
 
I can almost feel your love of life
 
I really hope you get to act out your prediction.
 
With Love and prayers for your Healing,
Jude

Love is the only way

Dear Tariki . . .
You honour your life with both your anger
and your sense of humour . . .
and I think I detect a heart full of love.
A positive attitude is also one of the best tools in your arsenal I think.
You can become a postive force in your own life,
and I think you are well on your way.
It sounds as if you are no stranger to this cancer,
so you are already blessed with knowledge.
I will keep a candle burning for you here
and also on my kitchen table
with much love and much compassion,
and with much prayer for you . . .
sparrow

everything counts... ♥

I'm praying for you.  And will light a candle.  And I will hold you prayerfully in my heart.

with love....

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Hello Tariki,
 
I just now found this topic and wanted to tell you that I am sorry for what you have to go through. I know having bipolar disorder makes things more challenging to deal with because I have it myself. I will light a candle for you in a minute and wanted to offer you my support and understanding. Take it one day at a time but dare to dream of your future which could very well be better than you might imagine. I am glad to see your sense of humor about shaving your legs (such a fun chore for us ladies). Hold on tightly to your sense of humor, it lets you know you are alive and that you can find something to smile about, if only on the inside.
 
If you dont find time or energy to post replies dont worry about that. i will still keep you lifted with warm thoughts and caring prayers. and dont forget the word that is one of the most important words I have found in my life - BELIEVE
 
~K

integrity is shown when no one is looking

and dont forget the word that is one of the most important words I have found in my life - BELIEVE

 
So true Karen, so true.
 
Jude

Love is the only way

OSHO is my favorite teacher... as the Bagwan Shree Rajneesh... He gave me my name... Prema Nishanto... Prema... means love... Nishanto... means coming out of darkness... He told me... that Love... would come out of my darkness... later... the name Tariki was added... Tariki... is the buddhist word meaning "other power" opposed to the buddhist word... jariki... self-power... So... There will be Love... coming out of darkness... as I rely on the other power... the unknown...

Your words made me cry.... and reminded me of the teaching in the Kabbalah... in the Book of Letters... That G-d... Counts the tears of women... Why... Because women are more sensitive... therefore they cry more... But G-d saves those tears... and in the end of days... will use those tears to bring healing to the world...... Thanks...

Beautiful name you have been given Tanki!
 
I also am thankful you have shared this ...will use those tears to bring healing to the world.  God uses everything....God never fails!
 
I have lit a candle for you today!
 
We have a great thread called laughter and gratitude you should check it out if you can.  Laughter helps.....
 
So sorry you are going through this and know we are all here for you.
My heart goes out to you today.
 
May God's healing love and light surround you forever and ever.
 
 
Peace, Love and Joy,
Diane

Grateful to be here!
What a gift and connection builder!
Love and Gratitude,
Love who You Are

Hi Everyone...
 
Well the new medication has started... and it really is a body beater...
 
and the Chemo... well... I have never met anyone who enjoyed the experience...
 
and I suppose I never will...
 
Can't say for sure if its doing any good yet... it will 4 straight weeks of treatment... followed by a week off...
 
I will update as soon as they tell me something...
 
All my Love...
 
Tariki...

Dare to Dream...

Dear Tariki
I just found this thread and have read both pages.  I am deeply sorry you are having to deal with this daunting ordeal.  And yes, sometimes anger can be used as a great ally.  Glad to have read also your words of humor. 
 
Your name is beautiful. It sounds like the teacher who gave it to you was in recognition and respect of your power to transform and heal.  Altnough sometimes we cannot judge what form transformation and healing take.
 
I would be honored to light a candle for you in the PTN group.  I am sending prayers for great healing.  with love, light and angels, liliwings

No need to spend endless hours, days, weeks searching for the rainbow.  Open your heart and your eyes to see and know you are the rainbow you seek.  Rejoyce in the beauty of the co-creation of you.

Dear Tariki,
I will light a candle for you that your treatment will go smoothly with few side-effects.
 
Blessings of Healing,
Jude

Love is the only way

(((((hugs))))) keep updating us.
 
love you,
kriann

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Thanks for the update, Tarika!
 
May thoughts of healing surround you.
 
Love, Peace and Joy,
Diane
 
 

Grateful to be here!
What a gift and connection builder!
Love and Gratitude,
Love who You Are

Dear Tariki,
 
Thank you for letting us know how you are doing. I hope and pray that the chemotherapy will bring the desired result.
 
My thoughts and prayers are with you,
Much love,
Edda

Peace and joy!

  TARIKA, I'M SORRY THAT YOUR NEW WAS NOT GOOD. PLEASE KNOW THAT WE ARE HERE FOR YOU AND THAT IF YOU NEED US FEEL FREE TO LET US KNOW. I HAVE ALREADY LIT A CANDLE FOR YOU. PLEASE ALSO KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.

"LIFE IS NOT MEASURED IN THE BREATHS WE TAKE, IT IS MEASURED IN HOW MANY MOMENTS THAT TAKE OUR BREATH AWAY!"

Dear Tarika . . .
You are surely in my thoughts and prayers
as you go through this course of treatment . . .
A candle is lit for you,
and I send you all the good, loving energy that I can
with love and with compassion . . .
sparrow

everything counts... ♥

Tarika
you are in my thoughts and prayers.  I am lighting another candle for you.  Asking the angels to help you through the chemo ordeal and healing.  Sending love light, prayer and angels, liliwings

No need to spend endless hours, days, weeks searching for the rainbow.  Open your heart and your eyes to see and know you are the rainbow you seek.  Rejoyce in the beauty of the co-creation of you.

Dear Tarika,
thinking of you as you go through the treatment.
 
Love, prayers and candles,
 
Jude

Love is the only way