Jude
I've always had mixed feelings about my name and its biblical associations! I know quite a few Judiths though and as far as I know, none of them are murderesses!!
What I think, and i am not alone, is that we do not always know the deepest reasons for why things happen as they do, and the roles that some people play in history that seem to be dark, but actually are far from it.
I have heard that Jesus looks very fondly upon Judas in truth. Because what he did had to be done. It was the way it was supposed to be. Because the end result had to be as it was.
Now, I imagine that many will disagree with me. And the way they see things is just as correct as the way I see things. But here is another example of the way I see things. They say that George W Bush did what he was supposed to do. Because how could humanity wake up unless things collapsed?
So Jude, while you name seems to be associated with someone who was not acting in a way he should, I make a case that he did exactly what was asked of him on a soul level. Although I am sorry that he had to take that role.
I know what I say is wierd. But I hope also it may offer a bit of light to the history of your name.......... if it resonates at all with you.
As for you, Sandra, you can try to take it back now. But I know that you were serious and that Fifi really is Sparrow's name. But if you want to try to retract what you said, I will just pretend you did not say it
No need to spend endless hours, days, weeks searching for the rainbow. Open your heart and your eyes to see and know you
are the rainbow you seek. Rejoyce in the beauty of the co-creation of you.