about this time last year, i stumbled here to this website, and i have tried many times to book mark, or save it, it always disappeared from my computer.  i stopped trying to find it, and it has found me, and with nothing to lose, the site, and the wonderful , caring, and non critical people here, lead me back to living once again.

truthfully, i was looking for someway to contact something in the universe to say goodbye.  my sole intention was to commit suicide that night.  there were no reasons i could give myself for going on.  the help, suggestions, and prayers from the members here made me stop and think, and seek the professional help i had been refusing for many years.  my excuse always was, why fix my mind, when my body was dying in front of my eyes.  fixing my mind, led me to different medical practices, and my body began to fix itself.  so i have outlived the time i was told i had, i have healed, and thanks for all the great people here, i no longer feel the dispare i was encased with.  thank god, thank budda, thank whoever who places these wonderful guides here for all of us lost and damaged souls.  there really is someone out there, and i owe my life to them.  lil sparrow, buttington, hildergard, and all those who helped me along the way to recovery.  thank you for caring more for my life than i did.  thank you for showing me the path back to life.  thank you thank you thank you.  blessings to all diana

Dear, dear Diana,

I am so happy to welcome you back - to this site, but most of all to LIFE! I remember you so well. Thank you for letting us know that you have overcome what weighed you down. I am at present accompanying a young woman who is in the place you were in last year, and I´ll tell her about you and your return to Gratefulness.

Blessings and much Love,
Juliana

"Speak Peace in a World of Conflict" (M.B.Rosenberg)

Hello Diana,
I am glad you were born. I am glad you are alive. I am glad you are healing.  your words and story are so deeply inspiring. I have noticed how all stories of miracles always begin with great adversity.  You surely speak of the miracle of healing, and living (which I find different from surviving).  With love light and earth angels, liliwings

No need to spend endless hours, days, weeks searching for the rainbow.  Open your heart and your eyes to see and know you are the rainbow you seek.  Rejoyce in the beauty of the co-creation of you.

fixing my mind, led me to different medical practices, and my body began to fix itself.

 
Dear Diana,
this is one the BIG things I learned in the last 20 years....that all dis..ease starts in the mind, and if that is the case, then the mind can start the healing process too.
 
I too remember you well, and I'm so glad to see you back and sincerely hope you will continue to heal.
Do keep in touch now you have found us again.
 
With Love and Blessings,
Jude

Love is the only way

Dear, dear Diana . . .
Yes,
I know so much how you felt
when you wrote that first post.
I know
and recognized the message
because I have been there myself,
and have thought to kill myself
and be done with it.
 
It truly is a miracle
to heal from that terrible, dark place,
isn't it?
My healing has been a miracle
and yours is too.

thank god, thank budda, thank whoever who places these wonderful guides here for all of us lost and damaged souls

Me too, Diana . . .
me too!
Yes,
I have kept a candle burning for you
with much love . . .
sparrow
 
ps. yes, I too, can see the moon now,
through the willows . . .

everything counts... ♥

Dear Diana,
welcome back and thank you for your post to let us know that things are getting better for you!
The candles are burning for hope in the group Diana that our dear Sparrow started.
http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=diana
I hope you will back again and share with "all of us lost and damaged souls"...
Believe me my dear you are not lonely here.

I know so much how you felt
when you wrote that first post.
I know
and recognized the message
because I have been there myself,
and have thought to kill myself
and be done with it.

Me too my dear Sparrow
  ~with regards~
Buba,Goran's mom

Dear Diane Welcome 'home'
 

about this time last year, i stumbled here to this website, and i have tried many times to book mark, or save it, it always disappeared from my computer. i stopped trying to find it, and it has found me, and with nothing to lose, the site, and the wonderful , caring, and non critical people here, lead me back to living once again.

 
after reading the above I firmly believe God /Budda found you this site
 
just like Gentle Jesus did for me.
 
Yes you were looking for a way out and in many ways you found one I am so grateful
 
you did I really am..
 
I hope you continue to heal in many ways.
 
Love and warm hugs,Sandra xx
        ♥

 
 
 
 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥