Thank you liliwings and all the others who pray for me.
I am now waiting for the results.
I resumed my meditation practice, I arranged myself a nice quiet corner in my bedroom where I light candles and incense. I have been working on reducing my stress level for a long time and some sources I shut out or cut off from my life (negative people who are always complaining, hateful people... too many of those, alas). Thanks for encouraging to keep improving.
I am grateful because I have a spouse and children who love me. And I have you people too. I am not alone.
I try to keep busy (within reason) and do stuff I love like cooking. Among other things, I eat no store bought food except the odd "Blue Menu" (Blue Menu = less fat and salt) lasagna. I make good bio muffins =). I eat much better than 5 years ago and I keep on improving.
We'll see what happens, but one thing that would be good for me would be to lose weight. But diets are something to avoid, and besides, they don't work.
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“We should not believe in traditions because they were transmitted from Antiquity and neither should be believe simply because of the authority of our masters or teachers. But we can apply a writing, a doctrine or a statement when the proper understanding we have of it and our inner experience confirm them. Be your own torch, your own refuge, your own Master…”
- Buddha