Since Isabella has difficulty posting pictures, I was asked to post this for her
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Nothing can separate my love,
From YOU
Nothing can describe the feelings,
I have
After all these years
Every day of sunshine
Shows me
How many things you could do-
You could have had
Every day of rain
Shows me too
How much you´re missed
When your sisters, your brother
And me
Sitting around and we´re talking
About the past
When people are talking about
Their children…
Whatever I do, I feel the pain
And I can see an empty place-
But in my heart you still be with me,
Mom

(signed) much love, Is.

Yesterday is gone forever.Tomorrow may not come. Live Fully each moment today. Look for Good Things that Happen to you Every Day.

Imennuf thanks for posting this for isabella.
 
hi Isabella.  i can really hear what are saying and in a slightly different way relate.  i can say very little except that i hear you and am listening to whatever you have to say.  be gentle with you right now.
 
love eleanor 

Yes, thank you Betty for posting this for Isabella. I too can hear and feel what Isabella is saying and feeling here about her beautiful Sylvia.
 
With Love,
Jude

Love is the only way

Thank you, Betty, for posting this for Isabella!
 
Dear Isabella,
 
Thank you for sharing this beautiful picture with us!
 
Sylvia,
so deeply loved,
so sorely missed,
yet so close to you!
Always!
 
Your broken heart has been a spring of so much love for others.
May all this love be returned to you many times over!
 
Warm hugs,
Edda

Peace and joy!

Many, many thanks to do that for me...
 
And many thanks for sharing thoughts with me. today I am not any more to find the right words  but I think, you know how it goes sometimes.
 
 
me

If you want to know something about someone, listen to your heart.

Dear Isabella . . .
Your broken hear has indeed
'been a spring of so much love for others'
and I do pray
that you feel that 'all this love is returned to you
many times over',
for it surely has been . . .
Sylvia looks so much like pictures I have seen on your web site
of YOU!
(it's all in the eyes).
Please know dear one,
that you
and your suffering
and your joy
are very much in my heart of hearts
tonight
with love . . .
sparrow

everything counts... ♥

@all
 
many thanks for this and more
l.Is.

If you want to know something about someone, listen to your heart.

Dearest Isabella,
It is so unnecessary to "find the right words."  One only need look at the picture of your beautiful daughter to feel what you have written in your poem for her.  No one could ever stopping missing such a very special daughter.  I pray that you will, in little ways known only to the two of you, find comfort in small little signs that Sylvia sends to let you know that in heaven, she loves you more than she ever possibly could have on earth.  Thank you for allowing me to post the picture of one of the great loves of your life and your words for her.  I am sure she hears them and sends a hundredfold of love back to you.

Yesterday is gone forever.Tomorrow may not come. Live Fully each moment today. Look for Good Things that Happen to you Every Day.

Dearest Isabella Beauiful ...
 
Thank you for sharing a big part of your life with
us all.Slyvia has a face of an Angel and she is one too.
Death never parts us from our loved ones,if anything
it bonds us even more Isabella....
 
Love and understanding,Sandra xx
 
             ~ 
 
      
 
 
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Thank you for sharing a big part of your life with us all.Slyvia has a face of an Angel and she is one too.

Dearest Isabella,
sorry I somehow missed this thread...have found it just now.
I agree with Sandra's words,Your Silvia has a face of an Angel...
I can deeply understand your feelings,
it is often  difficult for me" to find the right words"
to express so sad and painful feelings
coming from my broken heart...
Dear Isabella you are often in my thoughts.
Love, Buba Goran's mom
 

I know these days are so very hard for you,
dear Isabella . . .
you are very much in my heart just now
with love . . .
sparrow
   

everything counts... ♥

Days, between laughing
Smiling and crying
With one foot on the side of life
And one foot be in leaf of the past
One part of my heart feels the laughter
Of my always strength and cheerful
Daughter, like an Angel, to be named as that
And a son – which name recount me
That he “is given from God” –
Seems, he has give me a son, later,
To take as a compensation the
Other child…
 
One part of my heart
Is always in the dark
With the lost Sylvia
She was – and is – more bounded
With her sisters in a fateful way –
And this destiny
No one could carry
In an honest way
A never ending fight
To go forward
To do not look back
To do not grief
To look at laughter
To be thankful
To all who takes care at me
And to do not overlook that
They love – me –
To see the sunshine and light
That everyday is around me …
This darkness is bounded
With my daughter
From her I hope
That she IS in the arms
Of hundred of Angels
They will protect her, now and forever.
 
mom.

If you want to know something about someone, listen to your heart.

Dearest Isabella,
As I read your words, I could almost picture Sylvia smiling beside you and holding
you in her love.  Yes, there are those days of crying and that part of our hearts that
will always be in the dark, for those of us who have had a child die. There are
 also those special days of laughing, and celebrating that wonderfull life that once was and
that now lives forever in our hearts, til we meet again.

I am sure that Sylvia herself is one of those very special beautiful angels that always
watches over you and her family.  Please know that you are loved and we are very
grateful that you are a part of our familyhood.  We are grateful for the special person that you
are, for all the heartfelt love you share with us, for the beauty your photos bring into our
lives.  I have no doubt that Sylvia is very proud of this woman she called Mom--this special
gift we call Isabella. May you be blessed as you have blessed all of us.

Betty

Yesterday is gone forever.Tomorrow may not come. Live Fully each moment today. Look for Good Things that Happen to you Every Day.

Dearest Isabella,
 
You write such beautiful words....
 
with Love,
Jude

Love is the only way

To see the sunshine and light That everyday is around me

 
Isabella that sunshine and light is your precious daughter Sylvia.
 
 

Yes, there are those days of crying and that part of our hearts that will always be in the dark, for those of us who have had a child die. There are also those special days of laughing, and celebrating that wonderfull life that once was and that now lives forever in our hearts, til we meet again.

 
Our future was our children and part of our future has been torn apart. 
 
Betty is right Isabella as we will always have a dark patch in our hearts.I think of all the things I have been through in my life, the hardest  thing I've ever had to 'cope' with was to see my child being laid to rest before me. sadly death is a part of life, but memories are a  part of living... 
  

 

Please know that you are loved and we are very grateful that you are a part of our familyhood. We are grateful for the special person that you are, for all the heartfelt love you share with us, for the beauty your photos bring into our lives. I have no doubt that Sylvia is very proud of this woman she called Mom--this special gift we call Isabella.

 
sorry to use Betty's words but they speak volumes dear Isabella ....
 
with love and understanding
 
 ~  
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still .....
 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Hugs and prayers, Betty

Dearest Isabella,
 
Thank you for sharing with us the deeply felt words of a loving mother!
 
You are in my heart and thoughts especially at this time!
 
Much love and warm hugs,
Edda

Peace and joy!

Dear, dear Isabella . . .
My heart breaks
to read such words as you have written.
It breaks for you and for me,
and for all who suffer in this world.
I pray that our losses
raise us up in the end,
stronger,
wiser
and more capable of compassion
than before . . .
that our tears of rage and sorrow
be tempered
with love . . .
sparrow

everything counts... ♥

At these hours, she died,
and her melodies calls many days.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mPrFlbitSro&feature=PlayList&p=51356264A9E6C943&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=70
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_FmUU-y7Nk0
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bwu7ixmQk0c&feature=fvst
 
and she new, that the november rain would hold on,
and as she learned her six old brother the song
knocking on a heavens door, we didn´t know,
that she was on her journey
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Lb9XxRNKBg
 
I looked, in which year she was touched from this song, I didn´t know
anything about the idol - he was for her.
And after all these years, I ever and ever feel with her, when I listen to some of her special songs, and I think, nothing changed, about feelings young and old people can have, and it needs to listen about songs people like to hear, for they are talking to us often in this way, than, if they found no words about her problems or hopes; it would be so enough to read between the lines and to be sensitive.
And it never means, that something laughs, that he is alright; and it means not so often, that mothers are too solicitous, if they won´t give up, and stay a couple of times in front of doors from therapists, social workers, hospital. It isn´t funny, not for the children, and not for mothers, to treat them sdisresprectul, to call mothers hysterical, implausible, to do evything, that the sourroundings mean, that mothers cannot "let go", even her alarm bells ring louder than shellfire - because for some of the children - its too late and all the laughter from before are incoherent, and nothing, nothing of all regret words, can ever make good, what the lost means and nothing, can be better ever, and than we are staying in a quiet hell, because of course, they leaveing all, and let the dependants alone and they won´t want to hear something about the occurences, because they know, that they looked away. And sorry, I know, I can´t forgive.
 
 
 

If you want to know something about someone, listen to your heart.

Dear dear Isabella,
 
Your heart is so heavy tonight and I can understand why. sadly no one on earth can make it lighter or carry your pain for you.
 
I am sorry you and your loved ones have been treated so appallingly and let down by a lot of people.There are good people in this world Isabella as you are living proof of this. 
  
 
Sometimes we just can't forgive and this is not wrong it's a part of life and circumstances.I am sure if I walked in your shoes I would be as broken as you are right now. 
  

Sylvia's soul is free and I hope with all of my heart one day yours will be but on earth .
 
 
here are a few lines from one of your songs
 
When all the answers, they don't amount to much
Somebody that you could just to talk to
And a little of that human touch
 
We can not touch you but we can care and love you from afar dearest Isabella.
 
Thinking of you and hugging you too in spirit ((((♥♥)))) 
 
~  
 

 
 
 
 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u52_5VuwKVI&feature=related
 

  
 
 
  
  
  
   
 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Dearest Isabella,
 
My heart goes out to you right now as you re-live special times with Sylvia, feel close to her in her favorite songs, and think about everything you tried to help her, your frustration and deep sadness.
 
Anniversaries are so difficult. How I wish I could be with you and hold you, but I can only tell you that I am with you in heart and spirit. I hope you can feel a little of the love that surrounds you here!
 
Much love and many hugs,
Edda

Peace and joy!

Dearest Isabella, I am so sorry that your life now is filled with so much heart hurt.  As your one song says "Jesus was Mary's only Son."  I pray that She walk with you through this most pain filled time for She truly paid the price of having a child die under horrible circumstances and understands your loss and pain.  Sadly, She truly earned the title of Mother of Sorrows.  May you
know that She is with you to share your most difficult heart hurts at this time.  Yes, there are three candles--1 for Mary, 1 for you and 1 for Sylvia.  May you know that you are always held gently and ever so tenderly in their love. Much love, hugs, and prayers,
Betty

                            Dear Isabella
 

 
                                        ♥

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Dearest Isabella,
Anniversaries are so difficult...I know...

Buba,Goran's mom

Sylvia's soul is free and I hope with all of my heart one day yours will be but on earth .

 
Dearest Isabella,
 
I to wish this for you. My heart is reaching out to you right now,
 
with Love and Hugs, ~
Jude

Love is the only way

Dear, dear Isabella . . .
So often
we can visit our loved ones
through the music they loved.
It can bring back joy
and bring back pain.
We must accept both
if we are to be whole.
There is hope though . . .
even if it is the tiniest of flames . . .
hope for redemption,
hope for a better day,
and hope for those we love
who seem to be gone from us,
as we can no longer touch them in the physical sense.
Even in your darkest hour,
dear Isabella,
I pray that you can see that flickering flame . . .
and reach towards a better day
with love and compassion . . .
sparrow
 
"So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain"

everything counts... ♥

Dear Isabella,

My heart goes out to you today. I am going to leave you a message on the new German thread.

With much Love,
Juliana

"Speak Peace in a World of Conflict" (M.B.Rosenberg)

 
Thank you, for sharing with me the rememberance of my daughter.
 
love,
is.

If you want to know something about someone, listen to your heart.

Thankyou for sharing your precious Slyvia's resting bed with us.
Another difficult date passed dear Isabella .I light a cande for you for a brighter future and peace within ...
 
 
             
           ~  
 
ps I am listening to this song just now Isabella and it's a comfort to me maybe it might be for you too
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=16tcpjLsN5I
 
 
To everyone who's lost someone they love
Long before it was their time
You feel like the days you had were not enough
when you said goodbye

And to all of the people with burdens and pains
Keeping you back from your life
You believe that there's nothing and there is no one
Who can make it right



There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus

For the marriage that's struggling just to hang on
They lost all of their faith and love
They've done all they can to make it right again
Still it's not enough

For the ones who can't break the addictions and chains
You try to give up but you come back again
Just remember that you're not alone in your shame
And your suffering



When your lonely (when you're lonely)
And it feels like the whole world is falling on you
You just reach out, you just cry out to Jesus
Cry to Jesus

To the widow who suffers from being alone
Wiping the tears from her eyes
For the children around the world without a home
Say a prayer tonight

 
   
 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Blessings, dear Isabella . . .
your pain is my pain
is all of our pain.
May tomorrow bring you a little piece of joy
with love . . .
sparrow

everything counts... ♥

Dearest Isabella, Thank you for allowing us to share this very difficult
anniversary day with you.  May the warmth of the candle's glow and your love for your very special Sylvia, surround you in the peace filled love in which Sylvia holds you. May all of our virtual hugs reach you as we hold you gently and prayerfully in our hearts.

Much hugs and prayers,
Betty

Dearest Isabella,
 
Sylvia is at peace; may this peace enfold you and your life now! Thank you for letting us be part of this day of remembrance, and for giving us a chance to visit her resting place with you!
 
Much love and warm hugs,
Edda

Peace and joy!

Dearest Isabella,
thank you for sharing with us your grief and Sylvia's resting place, with its beautiful inscription.
 
I do indeed hold you in a virtual hug and pray that the light will begin to shine into your heart and your life.
 
With Blessings and Love, ♥
Jude

Love is the only way

Many thanks for all your sympathy I can feel when I read the posts you are writing in such patient to me. I don´t find the right words now, and my great wish is, that you can feel, that you help me so much, because you give a part of your hearts for Sylvia and me.
 
 

 
 
 
(I load up this photo again, because I´ve seen, that the photos from before yesterday are canceld-I made a mistake yesterday-have changed some and than the links changed too)
 
much love,
is.
 
 
 

If you want to know something about someone, listen to your heart.

The picture came through just fine,
dear Isabella . . .
thank you
and sweet dreams . . .
I think you are an orchid lover . . .

everything counts... ♥

I am so pleased today was gentler on you Isabella
your picture is lovely as I see light and nature side by side..
 
Ni ni now sleep well
            ♥
 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

Dear Isabella,
 
Your words are fine and convey what you want to say!
We carry you and Sylvia in our hearts!
 
Your pictures show with what care every item is placed. They make me feel peaceful!
 
Much love,
Edda

Peace and joy!

Hello Isabella and welcome. I am so very sorry for your loss and the pain you are in. The picture of your daughter is beautiful.
 
 I understand, I lost my son 6 years ago. It is the pain only a mother can feel. I am sorry for not posting to you earlier, but it is hard sometimes, as you know. My son's anniversary was October 1. And I was away for a while here to take some time out.
 
I will keep you and your daughter in my prayers.
 
 

I'm Spending Christmas with Jesus this Year"

I see the countless Christmas trees
around the world below
with tiny lights like heaven stars
reflecting on the snow

The sight is so spectacular
Please wipe away that that tear
For I'm spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year

I hear the many Christmas songs
That people hold so dear
O', the sounds of music can't compare
with the Christmas choir up here.

For I have no words to tell you
of the joy their voices bring
for it's beyond description
to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart.
but, through our memories so dear..
We're never far apart.

I can't tell you of the splendor
or the peace here in this place
Can you just imagine Christmas
with Our Savior.......face-to-face.

I'll ask him to light your spirit
As I tell him of your Love.
Then I'll pray for 'One another'
As you lift your eyes above.

So please let your heart be joyful
and let your spirit sing
for I'm spending Christmas in heaven
and I'm walking with the king.
 
 
 
 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love~and be loved in return♥♥  


 

 
    


 

If you want to know something about someone, listen to your heart.