please could you light a candle for me

Dear Eleanor . . .
I pray that today finds you better,
and hope that the involvement with the police
can soon end,
and you can begin
to devote more time to your healing . . .
a candle is lit for you
and prayers said
that you might connect
to all of the various parts of you
and become whole again
with love . . .
sparrow

everything counts... ♥

[size=3 font="times new roman"]hi Sparrow.
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[size=3 font="times new roman"]thankyou for lighring candles for me and your prayers.  my next video interview with the police is on the 3rd september at 11.30am.  and already i am getting getting scared about having to.  one of my friends makes me laugh because she says that if i worry-flap much more then i will need a tonne weight to stop me flying away!!!  :D 
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[size=3 font="times new roman"]once the interview is over then there is two things i brought up and although i am terriefied i will do them becuase if anyone if is going through the nightmare we went through then i would never forgive myslef  knowing that i could have stopped that happened.
 
i am going to show he police where certain things are and were when the abuse happening and having a very thorough examination to get as much extra evidence to make sure no one gets hurt by them again.

Dear Dolphin,
 
I find you very courageous. I will keep on praying for you.
 
HUGS

I find you very courageous. I will keep on praying for you. HUGS

 
And from me too...
 
with Love,
Jude

Love is the only way

Dear Eleanor,
 
I, too, will keep you in my prayers, and I'll light a candle for you!
 
Much love,
Edda

Peace and joy!

I find you very courageous. I will keep on praying for you. HUGS

 
And from me too... 
 

me too . . .
with love . . .
sparrow
     ♥

everything counts... ♥

thanks everyone.
 
i went out with the staff with me and i really freaked.  everywhere i  turned there would be someone looked like one of our abusers.  i got really paranoid and wanted to hide.  eachv day i get closer to bthen next video interview for te police the i feel like i sm going completely crazy.  my psychologist always that because we think that way it doesnt mean that what we think about it..
 
and all i wanted was the mother abuser amd the rest of the family of abusers to be ok and really love me and give ud a hugt when we needed it.  im struggling and i feel sad and alone.

Dear Eleanor,
 
My heart goes out to you. I will light a candle for you and pray you will start to heal.
Be patient. Waiting for the interviews is bound to upset you.
 
With Love,
Jude

Love is the only way

Dear Eleanor,
 
I, too, will light a candle for you and pray for your healing!
 
Much love,
Edda

Peace and joy!

Dear Eleanor . . .
I share with you some words
that I use when I am in crisis,
and these are the words . . .
"Peace, be still..."
they calm me
in a way
that nothing else can
with love . . .
sparrow

everything counts... ♥

im having a hard time with switching between me and my alters and im losing quite a bit of time at the minute.  i liked sparrow the words you said about peace be still.  i so want my alters to have peace too; they have been through so much themselves.  today i had an email fromb storm as we all have different email addresses - she is sixteen and looks after our kids inside.  well she was emailling me about her miscarriage she had during a scary abusive time.  and i felt so sad because she had been through so much and i had tov remind ,yself that i was part our systemand it happened to us including me too.i was trying to staynumb and objective but all i seem to be doing is crying about the same.  i named my baby sam for samantha or samuel.
 

Eleanor, prayers of strength and love to you. Amen
Glenys

Thanks Glenys.  i appreciate everyones prayer and your included.  i feel run down and shattered.  please can you pray that my sleeping tablets work tonight and i get a good nights sleep?
 
praying too that you feel God's presence just now -  everyone.
 

Bless you Eleanor, I pray you do get a good night's sleep tonight and many more after it.
 
Love,
Jude

Love is the only way

Thyanks Jude.
 
i pray the same for you...that you may have restful sleep as well as everyonr who comes here.

Prayers for peaceful sleep for you Eleanor.
Namste
Glenys