Elizabeta
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Joined: 11/12/2007
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Our dear angel, we wish you a happy birthday. Although you are not going to be with us that day, which we will spend in deep pain, we hope that we are going to hear the glorious songs of the angels up in heaven. Your parents are going to spend the day tomorrow mourning you... This day, that always has been connected with happyness, since you were born. We are in pain together with them. With them we share our tears, because you are not here among us. Our tears are falling down onto the dark earth, that never gives answers. We know that you are not there, because the soul has been liberated when you went away... Sometimes we feel in our dreams the silent beat of your wings. Your soul is carressing us like the whispering wind. Dear Todor, we miss you so much, we love you and think of you... You'll live forever in our hearts, our dear sun of Macedonia. I'm not going to say now again: may you rest in peace... That makes me feel sad and helpless. As if nothing of you exists any more. I just want to save my belief that you are still with us, but that you've just taken another form of being. I want to believe, that you are flying with the angels... Singing to our Lord in heaven... I believe that you exist somewhere up there in the beautiful garden that our dear Lord prapared for us... I believe that somebody up there is happy because of your existence, while we are covered by grief down here on earth, because we lost you. We love you, our dear angel! Happy 27th birthday, which you will pass in a world of love, you longed for so much, when you were down here on earth with us. In love and in the beat of our hearts forever. ___________________________________________________________________________ Anđele naš najmiliji, sretan ti rođendan. Iako nećeš biti s nama na ovaj dan, koji ćemo ove godine proslaviti u žalosti, nadamo se da ćemo osjetiti pjesmu anđela gore u nebu na taj dan. Tvojim roditeljima je sutrašnji dan, koji su uvijek provodili u veselju i slavlju, po prvi put od kad si došao na ovaj svijet 25.1. povezan sa velikom tugom. Mi žalimo sa tvojom rodbinom... Sa njima suze lijemo, jer tebe više nema. Naše suze padaju na crnu zemlju, koja šuti i od koje odgovora nema. A ipak znamo da nisi tu dole. Osjećamo ponekad tiho u snu lepet tvojih krila. Miluje nas tvoja duša kao dodir šumećeg povjetarca... Mili Todore, nedostaješ nam, volimo te, mislimo na tebe... Živit ćeš vječno u našim srcima, sunce naše makedonsko. Neću reći: počivao u miru... Ta mi misao donosi neku tugu... Kao da te više nema. Samo želim sačuvati pomisao da si još s nama u nekom drugom obliku... Da letiš sa anđelima... Da pjevaš Bogu na nebu... Vjerujem da postojiš negdje... Da ti se neko raduje, dok nas tuga obavija. Volimo te anđele naš mili! Sretan ti 27. rođendan, kojeg ćeš dočekati u svijetu ljubavi!
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