arows1faith
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Debbie, I noticed something common in your posts and I would like to be just a different point of view for yourself. I do not intend for this comment to be held as judgment, but recognition. Sometimes others see clearly what we do not see clearly for ourself. You've said several things in your post that might diminish your message of need and the honor you have for your faith: quote:
I wish w/all my heart someone would just show up and help us. A good decent Christian. quote:
Please pray that we find a good christan attorney. quote:
We're looking for an honest man w/a good reputation. A Christian. quote:
God has made me the rock in this family & it's very tiresome. quote:
I know in my heart of hearts God has a reason for everything, but why me? I have enough going on. Also, I looked under Psalm 69. I found this: Psalm 69:4-5 More in number than the hairs of my head are those who hate me without cause; mighty are those who would destroy me, those who attack me with lies. What I did not steal must I now restore? O God, you know my folly; the wrongs I have done are not hidden from you. It's not 'everyone else,' luv. Otherwise, everyone else would be having these immediate problems. A decent man does not always wear the cloak of Christianity; I'm scared that your requirement to be good means being Christian. But, what if someone was there to help you and you allowed your 'requirement' to not see them? If you ask God for good people, he will provide you with good people and, most times, he won't deliver them in the manner you dictate. There's a lesson in this, I think. I've found, lately, that my love is not worth sharing if I do not honor it, in every single aspect of my life. I've faith you are here for answers and you have no demands on others. I'm concerned, though, that you may be 'talking' more about your faith than you are 'living' it. I do not say this lightly and have reworded it numerous times. I do not want you to feel like this is all your fault and that you had invited this negativity in your life. THAT, I do not believe. But I'm very comfortably still in saying that maybe you've lost sight of the good things to be sincerely grateful for, through the struggles. David was able to find a second job? Have you looked at the job market, lately? There's goodness in that; that you will be provided for! Allow that to support your faith and love. Walk more lightly to honor your faith more deeply and you will feel a difference. I pray for you guidance.
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The Goddess is alive and there is magick afoot. Arow Blackdragon Valley of the Kings
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