please could you light a candle for me

Re:please could you light a candle for me (celtic star)

Sat, 05 Sep 2009 08:58:52 GMT

Prayers for peaceful sleep for you Eleanor.
Namste
Glenys

Re:please could you light a candle for me (dancingdolphin)

Fri, 28 Aug 2009 14:42:50 GMT

Thyanks Jude.

i pray the same for you...that you may have restful sleep as well as everyonr who comes here.

Re:please could you light a candle for me (buttington)

Fri, 28 Aug 2009 14:24:24 GMT

Bless you Eleanor, I pray you do get a good night's sleep tonight and many more after it.

Love,
Jude

Re:please could you light a candle for me (dancingdolphin)

Fri, 28 Aug 2009 13:30:45 GMT

Thanks Glenys. i appreciate everyones prayer and your included. i feel run down and shattered. please can you pray that my sleeping tablets work tonight and i get a good nights sleep?

praying too that you feel God's presence just now - everyone.

Re:please could you light a candle for me (celtic star)

Fri, 28 Aug 2009 11:27:12 GMT

Eleanor, prayers of strength and love to you. Amen
Glenys

Re:please could you light a candle for me (dancingdolphin)

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 13:53:26 GMT

im having a hard time with switching between me and my alters and im losing quite a bit of time at the minute. i liked sparrow the words you said about peace be still. i so want my alters to have peace too; they have been through so much themselves. today i had an email fromb storm as we all have different email addresses - she is sixteen and looks after our kids inside. well she was emailling me about her miscarriage she had during a scary abusive time. and i felt so sad because she had been through so much and i had tov remind ,yself that i was part our systemand it happened to us including me too.i was trying to staynumb and objective but all i seem to be doing is crying about the same. i named my baby sam for samantha or samuel.

Re:please could you light a candle for me (lilsparrow)

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 07:01:39 GMT

Dear Eleanor . . .
I share with you some words
that I use when I am in crisis,
and these are the words . . .
"Peace, be still..."
they calm me
in a way
that nothing else can
with love . . .
sparrow

Re:please could you light a candle for me (Hildegard)

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 16:39:53 GMT

Dear Eleanor,

I, too, will light a candle for you and pray for your healing!

Much love,
Edda

Re:please could you light a candle for me (buttington)

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 15:32:35 GMT

Dear Eleanor,

My heart goes out to you. I will light a candle for you and pray you will start to heal.
Be patient. Waiting for the interviews is bound to upset you.

With Love,
Jude

Re:please could you light a candle for me (dancingdolphin)

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 13:54:42 GMT

thanks everyone.

i went out with the staff with me and i really freaked. everywhere i turned there would be someone looked like one of our abusers. i got really paranoid and wanted to hide. eachv day i get closer to bthen next video interview for te police the i feel like i sm going completely crazy. my psychologist always that because we think that way it doesnt mean that what we think about it..

and all i wanted was the mother abuser amd the rest of the family of abusers to be ok and really love me and give ud a hugt when we needed it. im struggling and i feel sad and alone.

Re:please could you light a candle for me (lilsparrow)

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 18:44:33 GMT

I find you very courageous. I will keep on praying for you. HUGS

And from me too...

me too . . .
with love . . .
sparrow
♥

Re:please could you light a candle for me (Hildegard)

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 14:26:08 GMT

Dear Eleanor,

I, too, will keep you in my prayers, and I'll light a candle for you!

Much love,
Edda

Re:please could you light a candle for me (buttington)

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 09:52:40 GMT

I find you very courageous. I will keep on praying for you. HUGS

And from me too...

with Love,
Jude

Re:please could you light a candle for me (Green_Woman)

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 09:07:04 GMT

Dear Dolphin,

I find you very courageous. I will keep on praying for you.

HUGS

Re:please could you light a candle for me (dancingdolphin)

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 03:05:31 GMT

[size=3 font="times new roman"]hi Sparrow.
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[size=3 font="times new roman"]thankyou for lighring candles for me and your prayers. my next video interview with the police is on the 3rd september at 11.30am. and already i am getting getting scared about having to. one of my friends makes me laugh because she says that if i worry-flap much more then i will need a tonne weight to stop me flying away!!! :D
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[size=3 font="times new roman"]once the interview is over then there is two things i brought up and although i am terriefied i will do them becuase if anyone if is going through the nightmare we went through then i would never forgive myslef knowing that i could have stopped that happened.

i am going to show he police where certain things are and were when the abuse happening and having a very thorough examination to get as much extra evidence to make sure no one gets hurt by them again.

Re:please could you light a candle for me (lilsparrow)

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 06:35:23 GMT

Dear Eleanor . . .
I pray that today finds you better,
and hope that the involvement with the police
can soon end,
and you can begin
to devote more time to your healing . . .
a candle is lit for you
and prayers said
that you might connect
to all of the various parts of you
and become whole again
with love . . .
sparrow

Re:please could you light a candle for me (dancingdolphin)

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 04:34:19 GMT

Thanks Jude, Line and Edda.

It feels such a relief to be able to talk aboutr my alters out of my psychology sessions, and be totally accepted by you all. you are a blessing to me - everyone here that is.

i got up at five am because i was having a vbad night and and discovered one of my older alters had left a note for me to read telling me about how upset one of my six years olds was and that she couldnt stop crying. i spoke out loud telling her she is a good girl and that i love her. i just wish i could hear my alters better. gradually i am hearing the odd little words but most of the time i just lose time as i have always done.

Re:please could you light a candle for me (Hildegard)

Sun, 23 Aug 2009 16:42:09 GMT

Dear Eleanor,

I would like to second what Line and Jude have already said. Thank you for your honesty! You are not freaking us out!

I have lit a candle for you earlier and am keeping you in my prayers!

Much love,
Edda

Re:please could you light a candle for me (buttington)

Sun, 23 Aug 2009 15:39:46 GMT

Dear Eleanor,
I don't think anyone is going to be freaked-out on here......far from it in fact. There is one member of the Forum who knows a lot more than I do about your condition.
Please feel free to talk to us about it and how you are feeling.

Blessings,
Jude

Re:please could you light a candle for me (Green_Woman)

Sun, 23 Aug 2009 14:33:52 GMT

Dancing Dolphin,

I know what you are describing. I read a lot about it. I read the books Sybil (she had 16 personalities) and The Three Faces of Eve.

To me, it means you suffered a lot and this is the way you found to survive. Here you will find no judgment, no one will put you down. We are here to pray, love, share compassion and listen and not pass judgment. I thank you for the trust you put in this group for revealing this, which probably is not easy to say or well received usually (I bet this is why you are so hesitant to talk).

Please do not think I am comparing, but it may be useful for you to know that I was abused when I was young and, for a long time, my mind would go blank and I would "block" and forget everything in certain situations my mind interpreted as being dangerous for me. So to speak, I was at the low end of the condition you describe and you are higher up.

HUGS