Today I am so grateful
.....that little James is well and home now again with his Mummy
....for the many prayers and candles burning for Little James and his Mummy
....that I was able to go into the children's hospital without too much sadness
....that I craddled a sick baby as she needed some love
....that I am able to feel grateful
....that 'children in need' is happening on Friday as it will give to little ones who so badly need help
....that I was able to 'share ' James's smile today
....that I am not ill myself
....that I can see a future
....that maybe one day I may become a Mummy again
....that I said sorry
....that I keep fighting my thoughts
....that even though I 'give in' I still know it's wrong and that one day I hope to change this
.....that I snapped today
....for Thankful One
.....that I can help others who are in need
....that love is all around me
....for Brother David
....that I have my sister and her family
....for Mothers who love their children no matter what
....for this
and the special person who carried it from a place so dear to me at the time..
....for this forum and all who walk it
....for my Spirit
....for my computer
....for microwave veg
....and for Marvin and his family who make me smile even though they annoy others